Endless road

It seems there is no end on this road. Sometimes I wanna stop going on because of steep slope.
Is this worth?
What is there at the end?
Stop completely or just slow down?

I usually slow down.
Because I always believe all roads take me somewhere worth my efforts.

Sometimes I hurt people by going too fast and never notice details just like getting annoyed by grass or flowers on the sidewalk.
Then I get hurt by realizing how much I hurt the person.

I am lucky to have people who don't give up on me.

I am a fool and repeat same mistakes over and over.

I need to go forward though
The little things scare me to pass cross road

But I have somebody who always holds my hand and go to one place together.

I feel comfortable and never wanna lose it.
The fear of losing precious thing made me bad blind

I wanna have hope instead of fear
I wanna have confidence instead of guilty

I wanna change myself instead of others

I wanna be with the person instead of a person

I need to slow down to see how lucky I am to have what I have right now.

I need to tell somebody I love him the most and will always trust him no matter what

I don't have any good words to tell my real feeling

Tell me if somebody has any good word which is deeper and stronger than I love you

So I can use the word for the person

The red thread never gets disconnected if love is still there

I will devote all my effort to keep this thread strong and stable.